I'm at home being lazy. I've been slowly cleaning and organizing my room after a year of misuse and neglect from my family while I was away, playing video games, cleaning the house, and chatting with my friends from school online...much more of this and I'm going to be pulling my hair out.
I like being busy. I know what my calling is and I know what I have to do to get there and I can't wait to get there. I work hard at my studies to be the best nurse I can be and I enjoy every moment I have to do ministry and better prepare myself for the field...well...I don't know if that's going to be the case this summer.
This summer is totally up to the Lord. I have no plans for work or ministry. I have a couple of things I have to get done before nursing school this fall like immunizations, certfication and an online class but that's not going to keep me busy. I have one good opening for a job and I don't know if I want it because if I have that job then I'll be tied down in the area so I can't do ministry or anything this summer. I guess getting the job or not will be my answer from God. I didn't have any plans at the beginning of last summer either and things worked out so perfectly schedule-wise that it can only be called a work of God. It's just hard when you're in the middle of the unknown time when your faith and trust is totally in God's provision and guidance.
Oh well. The only overarching message I have had from God for the last couple of years is that as long as I keep moving forward with the opportunities available to me, then God will continue to lead my path in the way that he wants me to go. I just need to learn to trust him in everything and what is trust if you can see what's going to happen??
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Isn't it hard? My problem is I hate the unknown. But of course that's the area in which God is stretching me the most. *sigh*
By the way, it's very cool that you are going to be a nurse. That's what I want to do too. :)
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